I am...

I am a daughter, a sister, a granddaughter, a niece, a cousin. A friend, a student, a young girl, and a grown women. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited,I am loving and caring, and thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, careful and careless. I am broken and hole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hardworking and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to god and cry my tears. I smile on the outside while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others that do not listen to me. I walk on eggshells and feel the fire. I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you, but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once and all I want is for you to be in love with me.